Unresolved

Why do I trust people who haven't seen me in years to paint my portrait?
Why don't I believe people who saw me just yesterday?

Why?

Why don't you write anymore?

I do in my head.

Why don't you write anymore?

I'd rather be in bed.

Why don't you write anymore?

Maybe I'm still scared.

Why don't you write anymore?

There's feelings still stuck there.

Why don't you write anymore?

I haven't taken the chance.

Why don't you write anymore?

I'm in a menial trance.

Why don't you write anymore?

Sweat rises on my brow.

Why don't you write anymore?

I'm going to now.